AAAAHHHHHHGGGGGG!

How I wish time would stop! I feel so shallow for saying it, but that is what I truly wish. What do you do when your brain gives out on you? It is one thing to push through when the obstacles you face are on the outside of you, but when the negative forces are at work within it is a whole different story. I just cannot seem to push through! I try to sit down and work on this but nothing comes out and I end up getting more confused. I try to clear my head but I end up spending to much time doing other things. Time is running out and the more I try to write the less sense I make. I am starting to scare myself because my will does not want to push anymore! I feel like I have lost the plot for life itself!
I think of the Psalms, how so often David was might by problems far greater then what I face. He would also cry of his fear and depression, but in the end he always had hope. This is a great encouragement to me even though I do not feel it at the moment. Time will keep going, and it will always change things. This moment in time will pass and I will be brought to new places in life, and face new challenges, but it I put my hope in the LORD all will be made right in his good time. So I what for it in the stillness of the night. I will always have the hope that he will bring the morning.