I Am Tired

I am tired.
My body told my head today that it was so.
I am tired of the push.
I am tired of the climb.
I am tired of this endless laps in time.

Get up, get dressed, get food, get going!
Don't stop to breath, don't stop to think,
Don't stop to care, don't stop to share,
Must keep running, must keep drumming
The endless dirge of life.

And if you stop to feel the figure points its judgment back on you.
You said this is what you wanted.
Why do you give less?
I AM TIRED OF BEING HUNTED!
I NO LONGER WANT TO GIVE THE GUESS!

In my push to stay alive I see how others seem to thrive.
How they do I cannot tell.
I am still stuck inside a cell.
Its walls are cold; my spirit is damp.
I wish for the warmth of a flickering lamp.

I am tired!
The wave crashed in again.
I am tired of being the only one.
Does anybody understand?!
No!

The butter is to soft my dear.
There is not enough for all that bread.
Even if you scrape it thin.
Can't you see I am turning GREEN!
And now I no longer make sense

Because I am TIRED!